One of my favorite passages in all of Scripture is Hebrews 12, and although several segments therein might be difficult to fully process, I have been drawn to specific verses this week. After writing about the concept of reverence in the Catholic mass I attended, I've been unable to get the following words off my mind:
You have not come to a mountain that can be touched and that is burning with fire; to darkness, gloom, and storm; to a trumpet blast or to such a voice speaking words that those who heard it begged that no further word be spoken to them, because they could not bear what was commanded: "If even an animal touches the mountain, it must be stoned to death." The sight was so terrifying that Moses said, "I am trembling with fear."Let's pause here.
That's a terrifying sight. For those who haven't done so, take a second and go back to those passages in Exodus 19 and 20 that describe this setting of Moses being summoned to a smoke-covered mountain and interacting with a Holy God. This is far bigger than a quivering Bilbo in the presence of an infuriated Gandalf. God came to earth to speak to His people in the form of billowing smoke that covered an entire mountain, with thunder and lightning, and a sound that resembled an ever-crescendo-ing trumpet blast. The people of God spent two days readying themselves for the His arrival. They washed their clothes and abstained from sexual relations; anything that would distract them from the presence of God was put off in preparation for His coming.
When he arrived, everyone in the entire camp (which, if my memory serves correctly, was estimated to be over a million people),* trembled in fear of the Lord.
The writer of Hebrews tells us that this Mt. Sinai picture does not, however, describe that to which we are summoned:
But you have come to Mount Zion, to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem. You have come to thousands upon thousands of angels in joyful assembly, to the church of the firstborn, whose names are written in heaven. You have come to God, the Judge of all, to the spirits of the righteous made perfect, to Jesus the mediator of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood that speaks a better word than the blood of Abel.
The parallel imagery used to describe these two mountains, these two historic markers in Judeo-Christian tradition, have powerful implications for how we approach God today. The people at the foot of Mount Sinai didn't appear to grasp the full nature of what was transpiring before their eyes. It scared them, but it didn't penetrate to their souls.
The hope-filled nation (and subsequently, the hope-filled Church) that gathers in the presence of living God knows the power of Him who has saved them, and is reverent thereof. It's not a blood-tingling fear that grips them, but a a gentle heart-felt response to Christ, in light of their utter insignificance.
These passages continue to transform before my eyes every time I read them. As a church body, are we walking in religious fear of an unknown, stormy God? Or are we living in reverence and thus drawn to humbly pursue a Spirit-filled relationship with a Holy God?
Do our Sunday mornings reflect reverence? Or haphazardness? Do we approach God too freely and confidently, as if we have any rights or entitlements within His grace?
Have we sacrifice reverence for relevance?
*Exodus 12:37 sheds light on this number



